like a gate is closing up inside of me
and i feel like i'm never giving the key to another person ever again
i don't want to lose hope
but i feel like i am


i know i made the right choice
everything was my fault
i don't expect you to feel sorry
you may have been talking to a wall
though behind that wall i was in pain
but i am sorry



i don't heal as fast as you

everything i touch

















i'm sorry for taking up space in your inbox

Never go as planned























=_=

I might actually maybe possible sometime be able to get a scanner .__.

but also my computer crashed, so for now i've been using my moms mac, which i happen to like more than the pc

i've also got a folder overfilled with drawings that i NEED to get up on here @_@
although i currently have an art block


Other News:

i went to Comic Con again YAY!
it was quite awesome
and of course i dressed up cuz i'ma dork
i dressed up as A.B.A. from the game Guilty Gear, but on her key, instead of using it's normal head, i used this face
my friends went as carl clover (pink version) from blaz blue, dizzy (male version o__o ) from guilty gear, and bridget (he was a guy so he technically wasn't crossgendering) from guity gear.
i probly spent more than $200 in stuffs o__o
Woo

also i took a college class during the summer
it was on autocad and solidworks, stuff for engineering and architecture (things i don't really want to do) it was the only class i could get into for the summer. but yay i'm all set for fall! english, math, art, speech, and sociology. prettty easy classes

letss see
other than that....
i went to a Reel Big Fish concert a few days ago
epic

and going to a rave tommorow. Hard Summer


i think thats it .__.

Things are starting to look up for me
i hope it stays up
c:



oh if only i could have a scanner to make things even better







C: